Wednesday, 31 March 2010

Uploading photos onto facebook is a pain in d ass. The firefox keep closing down, the better application for uploading photos is not working for me. I'm really sleepy right now.. keep waiting for every 5 photos to upload before I could upload another 5..


Going to bed. Gonna cont. tomorrow.

All the best in Penang, Steven!


Tuesday, 23 March 2010

and I guess a lot of other people are as well. 1 year ago since you passed away. Every time the incident flash over my head, my heart aches a little, knowing that your death was not an accidental death or a natural death. It was a death which was not meant to be.

I'll just have to sooth myself by telling myself that you are not happier, better in the after world. I won't be able to come this Saturday. Please forgive me.


Saturday, 13 March 2010

I don't accept fight from such a shallow person.

Almost everyday, I look forward to going to work coz I like my job. I think I really do. But everytime, drama creeps up into the atmosphere. Like oh so dramatic. Drama drama almost everyday. No wonder Ray said he's got so much mixed emotions everyday. I get them too but sometimes I choose to brush it off if I could (but he can't). Coz they're all just teeny weeny piece of sh*t that is trying to get into me. NAH! f*ck off. You can save ur ass from doing that coz it ain't doing anything to me. If they ever cross over the line, you'll get a fireback from me. I don't listen to no shit no matter what freaking position you are holding. My job is my job. I don't work with personal emotions stuffed up my ass like you do. Whatever you wanna bullshit with me, I'll just brush it off because you're nothing to me. God and everyone else was watching your every move and now you've finally got what you deserved. No one left you in this kinda situation. You yourself craft it with your own hands. Obviously. Very obviously.

You might think I am creating havoc, stabbing you and hoping that you will bleed to death but seriously, it would be a waste of my time. Really funny that even when I did not move my lips to tell stories, everyone saw it and even told me about it. Your actions are just so obvious.

However, I really hope you didn't fall that badly coz it hurts to see the innocents feeling the pain you caused for yourself. Is broke my heart as well coz you do not deserve such pitiness.

Today is just a damn crappy day.

Crappy crappy. Coz I can't start my car as well when I wanted to go back to Kajang. CAr battery was too low to start. Bollocks!!!!!

Let tomorrow be a better day.


Wednesday, 3 March 2010

Today was my grandma's death anniversary and according to the Hokkien culture, we need to cook a small feast to invite my grandma, grandpa, ancestor and her friends to come and have a meal in this living world @@ I don't know if these soul thingy really exist but Hokkiens has a strong believe in their ancestor's souls. Lucky I have my offday today. Atleast I could help mom a teeny weeny little bit coz she so sayang me she didn't wake me up this morning =/ She woke up at about 6 and by the time I woke up at 9, she's still not done yet. =( Wish she'd just wake me up. See!!! So made so much yummy food! So MUCH until I've been eating the same thing for the whole day.. *pening*

But then I won't be able to help her much this Saturday for the last death anniversary of my great grandparents =((((((((((((((((((( Coz my unpaid leave has been rejecteDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!! Ish.. I have no comment on how they approve leaves. NO COMMENT!